Merry Christmas Eve

1SAGAIN FT HEE NAIN - WOULD YOU LIKE A CUP OF COFFEE

an open book

"We'll work really hard until this body is broken. Even if it means falling down on stage, we have no regrets!"
(Lee Jung Hwan)

B1A4 - TRIED TO WALK

In face of weariness, we

"Look at the rain long enough, with no thoughts in your head, and you gradually feel your body falling loose, shaking free of the world of reality. Rain has the power to hypnotize."

(Haruki Murakami)

Getting ready to REALLY plan for 2013!! or not...? :)
I'm just ALL excited for planning for Korea ^^

Shared a great day today with my buddies! Made me miss the old times when we'd used to disregard our national exam (O'levels) and just go wild over Kpop or just play silly stunts during recesses and after lessons. It made me realised how I didn't study for the biggest obstacle in my teenage years, and not regret it one bit! :D

And I've received even better news that both of them are currently dating ^^ Haha, so now I'm the only one embracing the life of a single, and the irony of me being the oldest. But hearing all those details of puppy love from WQ and witnessing the teasing between JE and her special friend, made my day. I went home all smiley, singing in the bathroom and dancing in front of my mirror (>.<)

P.S. I want yellow rubber duckies on my nails, in memory of my current eye candy

DONAWHALE - I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE UNIVERSE

when you're alone,

"Tadah~~~~ I’m here~~ I’m okay~~ A man doesn’t get bothered by something like that!!!! ^^ So don’t worry too much and think about what we’ll do when we meet tomorrow~~!! I miss you!"
(Lee Jung Hwan)

SANDEUL - CRUSH

vague yet strangely gentle

Here're my current eye-candies
A sudden urge to list them all but it will take time.
These few chosen have a very similar look :)
I suppose it's their lively personalities and occasional gum smiles ^^

Sandeul

Sungyeol

Song Joong Ki

Lee Min Ho 93'

포옹; hug

Watching this video would bring back ALL the scenes from the movie. All those scenes of pain and sorrow, and of course lovey dovey ones ^^ I need a hug now for comfort! Something human-sized :)

가지 말

Such a beautiful encounter. For two beings that can never love each other the way normal humans do, they still stuck with each other and their emotions only grew. But this movie taught me two things: to never regret any forgone opportunities as it may be the one and only in a lifetime; and that such a perfect love hardly exists. No human can be like the wolf, which chooses its one soulmate and sticks to it for eternity. I wished I am a she-wolf.

"Wait for me. I’ll come back for you."

smell of rain

With just two people believing,
opinions become a fact.
For two people who are in love
other's judgement are disregarded

Synopsis for my kind of fairytale-like story :)

chase away all sadness

They know how weird and stupid you really are and still chose to be seen with you

OF MONSTERS & MEN - LITTLE TALKS (THE KNOCKS REMIX)

an empty soul

Was watching a drama when a quote arose within me,

"Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."
(Robert A.Heinlein)

Was recalling all the past romance dramas that I've watched before I doze off. And when I tried to picture my own, I felt a surge of sorrow. What if my love story couldn't be as wonderful as those I've seen or heard? What if my love story isn't "til the ends of the earth"? And what if I can never meet my soul mate in this lifetime?

a sheer joy

You can talk with someone for years, everyday, and still, it won’t mean as much as what you can have when you sit in front of someone, not saying a word, yet you feel that person with your heart, you feel like you have known the person for forever. Connections are made with the heart, not the tongue.
(C. JoyBell C.)

everytime i see a star i think of you

He helped me get through the daily horrors, the struggles in school and the pain of an operation.

Today, as I was in the operating theater, having my tooth extracted, pain flashed right down my spine as the dentist was sawing and forcing the wisdom tooth out. I could literally feel the pulling of the roots against my gum. And through all that pain, I emptied my mind and all I tried to think about, all I could think of, was him.

I used to have a habit of picturing stars as another being in another planet, watching down on us. And behind every star, there lies a story; whether a love story or of friendship. Recently, he has been the main component of all my thoughts of the stars. Naturally, the night sky became stage for the love stories to unfold.

SLEEPING AT LAST - TURNING PAGE

the blue moon wanes

NEW NAVY - OCEANS

happy birthday weird one

“I’m trying to become a person who I’ve been imagining as my hero since I was very little”
(Choi Seung Hyun)

see you with eyes closed

Couldn't sleep last night, as per usual. Probably cause of too many thoughts clouding up my mind. Thoughts of my future, how to plan my korea trip next year and deciphering my ups and downs in emotions. Strangely enough, I then gave up trying to sleep and started trying on clothes for my korea autumn trip :)


My favourite pyjamas, only suited for cold climates ^^ Am also hoping to see korean celebrities or idol groups, and hopefully my current craze...

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
(Dr Seuss)

YUNA - COME AS YOU ARE

♥

"I may not be the prettiest, smartest, or nicest person in the world but I can say that I am proud of who I am."

(Lee Minwoo)

come and gone

Love how the song is edited to sync with the elderly (>.<)
Quoting previously from Changmin of DBSK ("Xiah is my religion"),
SHINHWA is mine at present xD

It's not that I went anywhere. I just kept thinking about some things. That's all.
(Haruki Murakami)

small human-shaped emptiness

HMPH, gonna pluck up the courage to restore my emptied blog :) Firstly, to announced the arrival of my short hair ^^ And that I am starting to feel a hollowness when I can't watch any SHINHWA videos or don't see their pictures OoO But because of their dorky videos and behaviours on set, I am feeling so much better from that rock-bottom emotions I had previously. I aim to develop a mix of 4D characters from E and M, cause being crazy might make life seem all more optimistic.
Thank you Shinhwa. ♥

Time, of course, topples everyone in its path equally -- the way the driver beats his old horse until it died on the road. But the trashing we receive is one of frightful gentleness. Few of us even realised that we are being beaten.
(Haruki Murakami)

The qualms of growing from teenager to adult... I finally revived my blog! MANSE~

LUCITE TOKKI - SPRING SPRING SPRING

Forlornly alone

"I knew that if these shakes continued much longer, the body I was in would crack apart and turn to dust."

MAN-EATING CATS

A severe sense of lack of belongingness to reality led me back here. I tried to blend into the society but failed. Only emptiness in its place and again, I felt like I was of a different era or something. Tired.

Dead, hopeless

Apparently, I accidentally deleted my whole album of blogger pictures when it appeared in my new phone(Samsung galaxy S2 :D), and I didn't know that it was connected to Picasa. So now, my blog looks lifeless without them pictures :<
So I guess I have no choice but to close it down T.T
SHYT! :(

Iridescent, and nothing else compares

"I guess I'll be alone. Well, it's okay. Since I was alone before anyway. If I went back, no one will remember I was here. Only Seo Yoo Jae will remain. And Kang Kyung Joon will disappear. Since you know me, even if I disappear, can you remember that I was here?"
(Kang Kyung Joon)

DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE - A LACK OF COLOUR

this is human virtue, this is human madness

"The wind has already blown. And the boat crossed the ocean that it couldn't before."
(Kang Kyung Joon)

Ah~! I'm overwhelmed by this drama.
It all started out cause they shared a secret that only two in the world will know of. However, they are worlds apart, particularly due to their age gap. Head over heels for each other, but not wanting to admit it and so they bicker and annoy the other. But when the time comes down to it, they each get touched with overwhelming emotions by each other's actions, and they put aside all else; and love.

HIGH HIGHS - OPEN SEASON

the heart quivers at his smile

Part of the original soundtrack
Huh Gak - One Person

Time is set to heal all wounds

Blah blah blah, I'm a geek for dramas 8)

a sacredness in tears

I'm contemplating whether I should watch this drama too, Bridal Mask. Argh~!
좋아, I shall watch it during my two months holiday :)

those who could not hear our music

A compilation of behind-the-scene footages of BIG
Keeps me smiling even when I'm dead beat
:)

Counting an endless repetition

My promise of an mv a day.
Well there are two today ^^
Sorry, I'm just hooked for awhile

Will it be okay if the memories are weak

(>.<)

We linger the chambers of the sky

Til human voices wake us up

INFINITE - THE CHASER

happy birthday kind one

Even if you didn’t come to meet me, I’m just going to like you.

the last person you think of at night

"The person I see is Kyung Joon but the people around us see only Yoon Jae"
(Gil Da Ran)

THE PERISHERS - NOTHING LIKE YOU AND I

A strange warm grace in not being alone

"I lost my senses when you suddenly appeared."
(Gil Da Ran)

each time, it comes out a little stronger

“I missed you. The one and only person that calls me Kang Kyung Joon.”
(Kang Kyung Joon)

Really love the chemistry between the two leading characters ♥ ARGH~ KYUPTA! ^^
Will upload LOTS of videos on them :D

ANGUS & JULIA STONE - DEVIL'S TEARS

Nothing lasts forever

We create the illusions we need to go on. And one day, when they no longer dazzle or comfort, we tear them down, brick by glittering brick, until we are left with nothing but the bright light of honesty. The light is liberating. Necessary. Terrifying. We stand naked and emptied before it. And when it is too much for our eyes to take, we build a new illusion to shield us from its relentless truth.
(Libba Bay)

Me too, Flower


BIG

Two more dramas to keep me going after Rooftop Prince, 가자! :)

And my sister got for me two novels at discounted prices, "The Peach Keeper" and "Beautiful Chaos" ^^ I think these can get me through another semester of school :)

unfolding quite wonderfully

It's been a long time since I was able to open up so quickly to new friends. They are the best! 최고 야!

By being yourself, you put something wonderful in the world that was not there before
(Edwin Elliot)

PIANO VER - LALALA LOVE SONG

unreachable white sail

Yesterday's dates with my groupmates and best friends was delightful and full of laughter as always :) Had project meeting, fooled around in the shop during our filming, made cruel jokes of one another, played bowling, played in the arcade, and finally watched a M18 movie called "The Dictator" >.<

It all seemed well until the moment I boarded the bus, and started missing my made-belief character. I shouldn't have immersed in all that many dramas for my imaginations are really killing me. It's all sweet in the beginning but as time passes, I start to remember that he isn't really there for me, by my side. It's all in the head...

If life was the ocean, it would be calm and all smooth-sailing.
Then a few pretty white sails come along and brighten up its view,
Which are actually the friends and family in your life.
Sometimes, they'll even cause a stir and ride up a few foamy waves.

And when everyone leaves,
The scenery returns to its original form.
However, things have changed.
Instead of remaining on the surface,

You somehow feel a tug, a pull coming from underneath the surface.
You struggle to keep up with the currents.
And when you are left without any strength,
The ocean engulfs you.


Thought about these emotions in the bus, while listening to songs. It was exactly how I felt after my friends and I go our separate ways. Without anything close to reality for me to cling on, I was lonely. Lonely because I thought of him, in my head, and he wasn't there beside me. Nor will he ever be because he's all made up.

ANDREW BELLE - IN MY VEINS

because waking up is really hard

"They say that home is not a place, but the people"

9 June 2012