PALACE - HEAVEN UP THERE
UvUNot sure if it is cause of the moon cycles or planetary shifts, I realised I've been more moody this week. Not temperamental, just downcast, and quieter. Less bubbly and smiley... wonder if people around me feel the same way, and whether they have been wondering why~
Not that there has been any negative events in my life, just my drunkard dad (ever since he has recovered from his eye operation), back to square one for him where nothing can scare him or deter him away from alcohol. Back to drinking. At least he's drinking less than 1-2 years back. I don't think my mom and I can handle him if he goes back to that episode.
And maybe I'm moody cause I've been reflecting. On the probability of something I have been secretly pining for, for the last 2 years. But recently, I think I'm more ready to let go... and leave it to the universe. Whether it unfolds or not~ Have been coming across lots of videos and signs, reminding me to focus more on myself, and to daydream less
