you are worthy of everything you desire

PINK SWEAT$ - I FEEL GOOD

12 January 2022
So my birthday celebrations started with a sumptous meal of Jack's Place with my family, at the comfort of our own home. Also had my first cake and wish making for 2022. Followed by a midnight movie with weiqi, Spider-Man: No Way Home. We were in such a heated discussion over the spider-man actors on our way home ;) Tobey Maguire, Andrew Garfield and Tom Holland; all so dashing in their own way. And budd passed me my birthday present, a new pair of gloves! ᵕᴥᵕ Now I'm stressing over getting her what she needs and would love, for her birthday this year... :S

13 January 2022
Spent my actual birthday with budd at Adventure HQ HomeTeamNS Khatib, for the whole afternoon. It was so fun! A larger sized, kids' jungle gym. Loved the 16-course high element obstacle course! Had so much rock climbing til my hands were weak~ And we were worried for a moment as we had MT training the following night :B We then took a scenic bus trip to Seletar Air Base to have our early dinner at Wildseed cafe. Had some cocktails n gin, explored the estate a bit before heading home.

14 January 2022
Spent the day doing chores at home, had lunch with my parents and an early dinner before heading to MT -ᴗ- Felt like I recevied some PT today, hehe...

15 January 2022
My brother and sis-in-law prepared a hearty brunch, to encourage my dad for his determination to curb his drinking addiction. He seems so much more approachable now that he's fully sober. And I feel a weight off my chest, one less unhappy situation. Actually, that was the main negativity for the past 3 years. Now, everyone seems to be brighter at home ᵕᴗᵕ

After some chatting at home, and my oldest sis dropping by home, I headed out ;P Met chewen and xinyun for some Seiwaa Okonomiyaki, something I've been craving ever since watching some youtube video of an authetic japanese restaurant. Conincidentally, they sugested to eat okonomiyaki ᵕᴥᵕ Afterwhich, we headed to Well Played Cafe for some board games, beer bucket of 5 bottles, delicious wings and truffle fries. The staff were friendly and keen to recommend games for their customers. We played Jenga (whereby we ask each other questions as distraction), Tsuro, Sequence etc. Chewen also bought for us custom-made cakes -ᴗ-

we look like we're in a song

LAUV - BREATHE

08 January 2022
Used my mom's Rediscover Vouchers and booked a staycation at Fort Canning Hotel with her. Also a little treat for myself before my upcoming birthday ;) Upon check-in, in the late afternoon, i immediately headed for a swim, while my mom chilled by the poolside on her phone. Was super awkward though, as there was a wedding reception held beside the pool, and people would just stare while waiting to enter. After the swim, i headed to wash up at the clubhouse and joined my mom for dinner at the hotel's in-house restaurant. We took a few photos around the hotel, before heading back to our room for complimentary coffee, somersby alcohol which we brought ourselves and a good long soak in the bathtub individually. Love the view from the toilet, if only it was an outdoor bathroom...

My mom was hesistant to fall asleep at night, due to my brother telling her that fort canning had its share of haunted stories. So she had me accompany her browse through the list of channels on the hotel's tv before I finally gave in at 3 to 4am. The next morning, we woke up at 6:45am for our complimentary breakfast slot. *ded* x_x We then headed for a short hike around fort canning, with the cool breeze and "people-watching" other joggers, hikers and tai chi practitioners. Ended the staycation with more cups of complimentary coffee x)

my mom constantly taking pics of me to find nice photo spots, afterwhich I would take pics of her. Also her, telling me to smile more naturally, or asking why my eyes look so small when smiling.

09 January 2022
After sending my mom home, I immediately rushed off to meet my cousins shawn, dickson, kunjie and shawn's gf, verriona(wt) at Punggol Settlement. We are the SUPPORT CREW to nicholas' proposal to jiayi at Coney Island :D But first, we had a hearty lunch before heading there. We walked from Punggol Settlement to Coney Island, and took about 15 mins(?) before we arrived at the proposal spot. Initially, they had wanted to hold it by the beach, however, the sea level was pretty high and the area was already filled with rubbish (washed ashore by the waves). Hence, we decided on a more sunny but just as secluded spot, in the middle of the forest.

The preparations were pretty rushed as we had only about half and hour to an hour to get everything ready. Some of us were setting up the tent, some were blowing the balloons, and eventually, we even had to find a hiding spot to ambush jiayi after she agrees to the proposal ;) All in all, it was a memorable experience, helping to prepare for nic's proposal. Next up, should be shawn :D After the surprise event, I headed over to their place for dinner, nic's treat. Had a bath and K.O.ed on their couch while waiting for the food, as I was out of energy. Couldn't stay any longer cause it was a Sunday night and headed home at 10pm.

do you think the universe fights for souls to be together?

FRANK OCEAN - LOST

Listening to more upbeat songs these days, can't let myself fall below the...
After struggling for over weeks, with all the chaos, things finally simmered down. Due to some miracle, dad's back at trying to curb his addiction. Since last wednesday :) Let's hope it lasts. Been having movie nights over the nights with them parents, to peak his interest elsewhere and not let the temptations surface. Inglorious Bastards, Django Unchained, 12 Strong (lots of the cool movies which I suggested to them) Didn't mind rewatching either.

23 December 2021
Left work on time today and darted back to Tampines to get cakes from Chateraise for the trainers ^ᴗ^ Had a long queue and I was anxious about the time constraint, as I had to grab dinner as well. Didn't help that the lady before me was taking her time to choose 15 cakes, thankfully they had sufficient sales staff whom gestured to take my order and make payment first. Was in a good mood during MT, cause it was the Christmas season. Was glad that weiqi like her gift too, i thought they suited her.

24 December 2021
Headed over to my cousins place for gift exchange. Shawn and his gf prepared a delicious pasta dish, while my aunt bought rotisserie and baked potatoes (with sour cream, bacon bits and chives). Afterwhich, they brought out the alcohol -v- Instead of the usual drawing of lots, we had to bid for the presents (with sips of beer, and to the extent of shots of alcohol) without knowing the actual contents. Afterwich, we took out Shawn's present which Nicholas received, Bounce Off, perfect family game X) Even my uncle and aunt were competing for the finals. They then suggested a game of mahjong past midnight (which ended at 4am) and I ended up staying the night, on their couch :B

25 December 2021
The girls booked for Christmas dinner at Artemis Grill and Sky Bar. We had beef tartare, angus beef striploin, iberico pork chop, duck fat roasted potatoes and blueberry clafoutis with ice cream. Had our gift exchange and took lots of pictures. The restaurant was so quiet though, despite the number of tables occupied. I was a little too conscious of our surroundings whenever we laughed out loud. After dinner, we walked about CBD and wanted to head to Fullerton Hotel to snap some pics with the teddy bear christmas tree. However, to no avail as only hotel guests were allowed in ;P So we ended the night early.

31 December 2021
My brother, sis-in-law, my parents and I headed to Anstons Speciality for some meal before the new year. Ended the night with my parents, watching channel 5's local countdown. As with every year, we could also see the fireworks display at Tampines Hub from our home.

01 January 2021
Aside from my oldest sis (whom comes home to visit every weekend), My second sis, her hubby and the kids came over for my dad's early birthday celebration. Had a sumptous seafood meal. My mom has been bringing our maternal grandmother over to our place these days, to spend some time chatting with my dad. Everyone's spirits seems more lifted. I feel that every pillar in a home is important, everyone is indispensable. (although I used to feel that way about myself)