Secret

I think I'm a masochist. The addiction that I have for melodramas and those heart-wrenching pain I felt, feeds to my wonderland (the imaginations of how being in love would feel). Previously, it was An Innocent Man. And I've rewatched the drama, a rare thing that I would do. And now Secret had me feeling the same urge to do so.

Secret revolves around a deep hatred which the male lead has for the female lead. His way of revenge is dark and psychotic, slowly torturing the subject, channelling all his guilt towards her at the same time. But as the story progresses, it'll be a situation where the two characters, worlds apart, will learn how to let go of their sadness, forgive the selfishness around them and appreciate each other. Mostly, it's the male lead who will see life in a new light as he plots revenge around the female lead but receives positive energy from her instead.

One who used to see no meaning in life and is vulnerable in face of setbacks, while the other is one who grabs at every opportunity that passes, sees the end point as another new beginning and smiles through adversity.
Hatred transcends into an obsession, and fascination evolves into love.

"Seeing her hurting, why do I hurt more?"

MIKKY EKKO - PULL ME DOWN (EMPEROR REMIX)

happy birthday bingu top

“The thoughts of members pulling pranks are for the comforting of one another. Because we can feel the exhaustions without talking. It is for each other and comfort to each other”
(Choi Seung Hyun)

HELLOGOODBYE - HERE IN YOUR ARMS ACOUSTIC

Kids, MGMT (2009)

I think the meaning of the song kind of revolves around:

Kids have dreams and are curious about the things around them. They are adventurous, so much so that they are unable to handle the consequences. However, their parents are too protective over them and provides for them their choices, not wanting them to get hurt. The kids become over-dependent. The parents do not see that sometimes, it is their over-provisions for their kids that are obstacles for the children to grow. The parents only sees what they want the children to be and the children have no space to dream or achieve their aspirations. No freedom of choice.

WEEZER - KIDS (MGMT COVER)

happy birthday mom

Thanks for being so childlike. So that I could treat you like a friend. To just squabble with you, share my troubles & secrets with you. And thanks for being such a daydreamer, who gave birth to me, an even greater daydreamer. To you who loves the sea, and I who loves the sky, I hope we could live together this way for many more years to come.

KATY PAERRY - WIDE AWAKE