fear is stupid, so are regrets

Just because you're used to something doesn't mean you like it.
(Unknown)

The Lunar New Year is going to be over soon. This means that our only long holidays are ending, and we'll never have another ample amount of rest in our packed schedules. I am dreading my school. Even waiting for the next episode of a nice drama feels like thousands of years to me.

Fact is, I'll never enjoy life in this way of life; in this life where I have no goals nor nothing to look forward to. Worse of all, I wish so hard for events to not arrive, such as tests and exams. "In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have and the decisions we waited too long to make." -unknown.

I think I want to hike a mountain, or live in the forest, or maybe pop and disappear like a bubble. To just, be free of time...

SIA FT DAVID GUETTA - TITANIUM