Saturday, June 30, 2012
Friday, June 29, 2012
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
the last person you think of at night
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Monday, June 25, 2012
each time, it comes out a little stronger
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Nothing lasts forever
We create the illusions we need to go on. And one day, when they no longer dazzle or comfort, we tear them down, brick by glittering brick, until we are left with nothing but the bright light of honesty. The light is liberating. Necessary. Terrifying. We stand naked and emptied before it. And when it is too much for our eyes to take, we build a new illusion to shield us from its relentless truth.
(Libba Bay)
Me too, Flower
BIG
And my sister got for me two novels at discounted prices, "The Peach Keeper" and "Beautiful Chaos" ^^ I think these can get me through another semester of school :)
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
unfolding quite wonderfully
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
unreachable white sail

Yesterday's dates with my groupmates and best friends was delightful and full of laughter as always :) Had project meeting, fooled around in the shop during our filming, made cruel jokes of one another, played bowling, played in the arcade, and finally watched a M18 movie called "The Dictator" >.<
It all seemed well until the moment I boarded the bus, and started missing my made-belief character. I shouldn't have immersed in all that many dramas for my imaginations are really killing me. It's all sweet in the beginning but as time passes, I start to remember that he isn't really there for me, by my side. It's all in the head...
If life was the ocean, it would be calm and all smooth-sailing.
Then a few pretty white sails come along and brighten up its view,
Which are actually the friends and family in your life.
Sometimes, they'll even cause a stir and ride up a few foamy waves.
And when everyone leaves,
The scenery returns to its original form.
However, things have changed.
Instead of remaining on the surface,
You somehow feel a tug, a pull coming from underneath the surface.
You struggle to keep up with the currents.
And when you are left without any strength,
The ocean engulfs you.
Thought about these emotions in the bus, while listening to songs. It was exactly how I felt after my friends and I go our separate ways. Without anything close to reality for me to cling on, I was lonely. Lonely because I thought of him, in my head, and he wasn't there beside me. Nor will he ever be because he's all made up.
ANDREW BELLE - IN MY VEINS
Monday, June 18, 2012
Sunday, June 17, 2012
forever strangers

People pass one another, forever strangers.
(Bob Le Flambeur)
I recently read up on the sadist of the century, Edgar Allen Poe. I do empathise him. I could visualize the list of questions he had in his head when he wrote those stories and prose. I remember most of his quotes in the stories to be very negative or sadistic, yet meaningful. Here's one that sounds a little more pleasant:
"I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched." :)
ERIK SATIE - GYMNOPEDIA NO.1
Saturday, June 16, 2012
The past is never where you left it
The opening theme for the very second drama I've watched since birth :D
It just makes me so happy whenever I hear it. Reminds me of the meaningful drama and my childhood days, spent watching the show with my family. #Long Vacation
The very first drama was #Overtime and coincidentally, both are works from Japan.
P.S. I so wanna be the female main character as I grow older. She's the bubbliest and most straightforward girl ever! Which also equates to a pure heart :)
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
how long do they protect?
Friday, June 08, 2012
Insomnia under the rain
It's my last mid-semester paper tomorrow and I can't sleep! 04:48am x)
Been trying to sleep since 01:30 :| Anyway, I'm gonna post a final video of Rooftop Prince to mark the end of the series. Will miss it so, but, my life goes on. Gotta find something to lift my spirits up again~
My favourite drama and my favourite OST from the movie, Windstruck.
Great movie that made me cry lots. Still vividly remembers every scene :)
Been trying to sleep since 01:30 :| Anyway, I'm gonna post a final video of Rooftop Prince to mark the end of the series. Will miss it so, but, my life goes on. Gotta find something to lift my spirits up again~
My favourite drama and my favourite OST from the movie, Windstruck.
Great movie that made me cry lots. Still vividly remembers every scene :)
Monday, June 04, 2012
Sunday, June 03, 2012
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