kindness comes back to you

jazzy chill?

Inner peace (UvU) No matter what life brings, stay hopeful.

I couldn’t make sense of it; life

More songs to post, cause i plug in 70% of the time ^v^" And now that we can't head out to eat or meet friends, the travelling time from work to home, makes up for lots of "me" time.


A random song that popped up yesterday:

OOHYO - PIZZA

A recent song that boosts my confidence:

JOY CROOKES - FEET DON'T FAIL ME NOW

A song that played in my dream when I was a kid:

THE CRANBERRIES - DREAMS

I could hear it playing in the background, vividly. Or maybe cause my family was blasting the song in the living room while I was sleeping...

An emo song that I had on repeat in my teenage years:

SICK PUPPIES - ALL THE SAME

stagnation

Just some songs that popped in my playlist last night/today. Upbeat ones, as well as emo ones :)

real love meets you in your mess

LIFEHOUSE - EVERYTHING

Somehow in a 90s kind of mood? or at least listening to more oldies these days. Think this song featured in Smallville (2001).

Loved the show although I was only 7 then. Probably cause of the good-looking male and female lead X) and the superman plot... and their soundtracks: 1.Save Me, 2.Inside Out, 3.Island In The Sun, 4.Superman, 5.Nuclear, 6.Lonely Day, 7.Fight Test, 8.Don't Dream It's Over, 9.Wave Goodbye, 10.I Just Wanna Be Loved, 11.Everything and 12.Time After Time. Used to listen to the album♥ which my sister bought.


Anyways, back to reality. We are back to Phase 2, and Muay Thai classes got cancelled :( Shall keep my comments to myself and not question the government's decision. For the greater good eh. Maybe more time to start packing my room... will be moving at the end of the year (still living with parents though :| ) Still, can't wait to decorate my future room, and the thought of finally getting another cat ^.^ (after ours passed away 5 years ago v.v)

On the whole, staying contented with my daily, despite work being a bore. Look forward to time spent with friends, fam, and MT, as well as the new home.

someday we will find what we are looking for, or maybe something much greater than that

MICHELLE BRANCH - CREEP (COVER)

Read through my daily list of horoscope quotes today, and came across one that touched me...

it was titled "love letters to the horoscopes"

dear Capricorn, you endure the pain because somewhere there is someone that makes this world a softer place for you. I can see the struggle you go through but I want you to know I appreciate everything you do for anyone. You remind me of a mountain and how everyone sees you as this tough and difficult thing but if people take the time to walk into your soul they would find a lush and wonderful heaven. You are beautiful even in your wild and faltering ways.

Thank you, dear author of this post u.u

accept the end of something in order to build something new

SLEEPING AT LAST - TURNING PAGE

Another song from secondary school days, from watching Twilight.

Recently been watching tarot readings on youtube :) Think I'm finally getting more in touch with my 'spiritual' side? Though it really helps me have a more positive outlook of my future, especially with all the toxic emotions that I have been absorbing from my family these days. Everyone's just too stressed, and needed to let out their emotions. And I don't think I can vent my frustrations on anyone like that...so I just prayed while crying. A much more peaceful way of seeking solace.

Also recently dug deeper into horoscopes. All along, I only knew my horoscope to be Capricorn, with the rooster being my zodiac. However, I'd always felt a little different from how capricorns were depicted. And so recently I came across Sun signs, Moon signs and Ascendent sign. There were even Mecury up til Pluto signs xD.

Anyways, I'm a Capricorn Sun, Aquarius Moon and Capricorn Rising. So cool~ No wonder I've always felt out of place in large groups, even as I'm enjoying myself. And my close friends would sometimes comment how weird/different my thoughts are. Oh, and my ruling planet is Uranus, which symbolizes technology, rebellion, and innovation. Hence, the aquarius/uranus in me would be eccentric, nonconforming and an oddball. But maybe I'm not that extreme cause I still got lotta capricorn/saturn in me, diligent, play by the rules and tough love.

Back to my daily life... I'm back on track with Muay Thai training! (^v^) Somehow, I've really missed it~ Glad to see WQ and the trainers :D And it helps to destress from work or the stressful stuff going on around me. I've also been going to my cousins' place for late night nintendo gaming (UvU) 'Mario Kart', 'Moving Out', 'Sports Party' and 'Asphalt 9'. Things have been looking up, and I've learnt that it depends on one's mentality (how one views their situation, whether in a negative or positive light). So basically, we can choose how we feel with every situation :)