Wednesday, November 19, 2014

to the wind, to the stars



It's been ages since I wrote about my dreams... Cause they were just getting endless and I couldn't be bothered to be jotting down every episode daily. However, last night, I had a really long dream with lots of scenes. And it involved my family members too at the start.
Scene 1: -
So the intro is rather random and has no link to the main plot. It starts with my family and I joining this "Families Games Day", in which we clinched first. We then went to celebrate at a grand ballroom bar, where most of them got dead drunk. I then excused myself for the toilet, only to return to an empty ballroom, which I had no idea was actually another area in the building. It was much run-down, with cobwebs everywhere and a few furnitures overturned. I then caught a glimpsed of a silhouette at the far end of the table; and after adjusting my sight to the dimly lit room under the moonlight, I saw this charismatic, dashing young man who's about my age. We then talked and made love throughout the night. (0_0)"

And so it turns out that handsome young man was a spirit. (-.-) But I was still fond of him, and vice versa.

Scene 2: -
(Skips into another scene) In this scene, we are both humans and he came to visit my house (which was a really traditional looking chinese house with a yard at the front and stone walls surrounding it) But somehow I was hiding from him, and my *younger sister went to answer the door. She then told him the address of another place which I might be at (under my instructions) and he set off quickly in search of the location. He arrives at a deserted building which has very much the same architecture as our house, stone walls surrounding its expanse and a really huge yard in the middle of the building.

Scene 3: -
Upon entering it, he was able to see many spirits roaming the place. All of sudden, he caught sight of an entity which looked very much like me. She was sitting by the stairs and he was about to approach it when I held on to him from behind. I had followed him to that building. He had this confused look on his face and I too myself couldn't explain what we were seeing. Still we approached her, and helped her in finding something precious to her, a photo album. As the night grew nearer, she told us to take caution of our surroundings and we watched as the other spirits all started to go into hiding.
Upon finding the photo album, I led us on our escape. Somehow she was a fraction of myself, which I left in that estate, in search for the photo album. In it, were pictures of a couple and their baby. It sent a punch to my head as I recall who were they. They were his parents. And that was why I left a part of me there in that run-down building.

*I do not have a younger sister in reality but it just turns out that way in the dream

In conclusion, i think i was sort of a pretty girl in the dream, cause my views would switch between a first and third person perspective, and I definitely look like some pretty girl in the dream. Scene 2 and 3 was a recollection of our past i think (cause the buildings all looked so historic) whereas we kind of reunited in the present in scene 1, only that we didn't knew our past and how we kind of loved each other. The saddening part was that when we met in the present, he's already a ghost. :(

“It's like I'm dreaming of a soul. I can't describe it. I can't explain it. I can't even feel it. I can only dream it."
(Hedonist Poet)


SUN GLITTERS - ALONE FT. SLEEP PARTY PEOPLE (TOURS EDIT)

Tuesday, November 04, 2014

happy birthday bingu TOP ^^



Here! Over here! I'm your TOP fan!:D

This has been my 7th post? or at least my 7th year wishing T.O.P on his birthday (^~^) Had my gaze first locked upon him cause of his charismatic stare; then i heard his deep, manly voice as he raps; and i slowly started to notice his shy character; and his cool persona finally transcends into a cute, bingu, 8D personality which surprises almost anyone (>v<) And from then on, he got me hooked... Such a cute guy under all that suave looks


ODESZA FT. MONSOONSIREN - MEMORIES THAT YOU CALL

Sunday, November 02, 2014

happy birthday mum




Kudos to you mummy, for tolerating my rebellious character nowadays. Something I unknowingly display despite all the guilt which then follows :( I can imagine myself in your shoes and I think I'll explode out of frustration because this child is so LAZY, STUBBORN and UNRESOLVED :(

However, you'll have to give me credit for giving in to your overbearing mood swings too :p But all the more I thank you for maintaining this "friend-boundary" with me, as compared to how awkward I feel around daddy (cause he keeps it in all inside, like us your children ^^)

Please daydream less, and maybe pick up a hobby so that time passes more meaningfully (and you'll be less grumpy). But amongst us all, you're most optimistic and bubbly, and sometimes the mood maker! :D Love you mum.


ADAM LEVINE - NO ONE ELSE LIKE YOU